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  1. I do identifiy a lot with that text…i was trying to rebuilt my self after a lot of mis trusts and abuses…i was getting the help of a Master it felt good and he suddenly decided to leave not all of what i rebuilt it gone but i do feel even deeply all the doubts and insecurities i used to feel when he arrived into my Life…i now ill need to Work harder to feel better but for the moment i feel kind of lost and i am becoming angry and bitter at him at my Self and i dont want to Selfdestruct….i was Just working in order to evovle….and with my master leaving me behind (Its his right and i do know it of course) i Just feel that i need to climb the Everest by my Self and i dont have the energy for it….

  2. Wonderful blog post, thank you for sharing.

    I completely agree with you, after you have hit rock bottom and blamed youself for everything that has ever happened, you need to start rebuilding from the inside.

    I used to think that everything would come right in time, but I was wrong, it only gets rebuilt if “you” put the work in to rebuild it, whether you have support or not. It’s easier, however, if you have someone to give you guidance. After all, you wouldn’t rebuild a house without getting advice from someone who knows how to do it.:-)

  3. Very eloquent.

    I recently had a shift and it was wonderful to feel so free from the past. I found once I accepted it – truly then transformation was immediate, better relationships, better self care, more confident, able to submit joyfully and the strength to unravel and clear all those old behaviors, thoughts and perception.

    Excellent share.

  4. I have to say that I have simaler issues me marriage was devistaiting he claimed to be a Master yet there was abuse. I have been doughting myself questioning everything about me. As a sub\slave I have constantly been feeling that everything that’s happened was my fault.

    Now reading this gives me hope that I can get through this. I am a survivor I will never be a victim again. Thank you for this and letting me see I am not the only one that has felt this way.

  5. An absolutely amazing read! My congratulations on your success in overcoming your trauma. It is truly remarkable and you are to be commended. I sincerely trust your growth will continue. My best to your Master, yourself and all others of whom you find to be a support system.

  6. I feel as though I could have written this!! Scary! I am just now entering a Non Vanilla relationship for the 1st time in my 52 yrs and my Master is much younger, but I very much want to please him. I am excited and terrified all at the same time, as the only 2 relationships Ive had, like Stars, were based on control, emotional, mental and some physical abuse. Our relationship is online, right now, again, all new, but we are planning on meeting, soon. Thank, you Star, and Cuffmaster and all of you….as what I hope to be the beginning of my life as a good little slave 🙂

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